FeeL YouR FinGers ArOuNd My ThoArt

i miss you grandpa

2007-06-15T03:52:22Z

RIP 1929-2007

the beginnings of a zac fan fic i started writing

2007-06-14T08:03:32Z

Chapter 1

I woke up to a loud bang outside of the door in my New York apartment. My eyes shot open and looked around kind of freaked out. I got up, put on my robe and went to my closet as quickly as I could and got my baseball bat, because you never know in the wonderful city of New York when someone could be breaking into your apartment. I opened my bedroom door and quietly walked down the hall to my kitchen in the dark. I started breathing hard and was kind of freaked out when I heard someone cursing in the living room. I was holding the baseball bat as hard as I could, trying not to panic. I stood at the door frame trying to get enough courage to go into the living room.

“Count to three….1, 2, 3” I said softly to myself and ran into the room with the baseball bat high in the air.

“MEG! It’s just me.” Zac said looking at me like I was some nut case.

I looked at him and started laughing.

“I’m sorry” I said and went over and hugged him and gave him a kiss.

“Sorry I came in so late, we were working on a song and we didn’t know the time it was when we were done. I didn’t want to wake you so I tried to come in as quiet as I could and ended up bumping into the bookcase and knocked over the flower pot” Zac said with a yawn.

I looked at the clock it was 3 am. “It’s ok” I said taking his hand and leading him into our bedroom.

I laid down on our nice queen sized bed as I watched Zac take of his shirt and pants and laying down next to me. He put both his arms around me and in a few seconds he was out. I looked out the window of bedroom remembering the day we met.

~*flash back*~

I met zac soon after he and kate got a divorced after only being married for a year and a half. I was a huge fan of his band, Hanson. I went to a concert and got a meet and greet pass. It was my first time meetings hanson so I was so nervous. I walked to the room with my best friend Sarah. The first time I laid eyes on him I thought to myself he looks so much better in person.

Sarah and I walked up to Isaac first and asked for a picture. He nodded and we took the picture. I told him thank you and looked around the room to see if I could spot Zac. He was in a far corner of the room talking to some girls and taking pictures with them. He looked up and saw me looking at him and smiled. I smiled back then looked away.

After he was done with the girls he came up to me and sarah and asked if we wanted a picture with him or an autograph. I nodded sorta blushing and being shy. I handed the camera to Sarah. He put is arm around me and I swear I almost died.

“Meg, I can’t figure out your camera” Sarah said and I glared at her because I knew that she knew how to operate my camera.

“Just press down the button for a couple seconds” I replied looking at her like im going to kick your ass.

She snapped the picture and I turned to Zac to say thank you. He nodded and walked away to the next group of girls.

“I’m going to kill you” I said still glaring at her.

“You guys just looked so cute and I knew that you were melting cus he put his arm around you.” She smiled mischievously.

I playfully smacked her and we went on to Taylor. We had to wait awhile because there was a huge group around him.

After the crowd went away we went up and got a picture with him. When the guy that owned the club told the group of us that the meet and greet was over, we went to the front of the stage to wait for the show to begin.

When Hanson came on about 2 hours later, they were amazing. I had seen them many times before but this time it was different, I was up close and could actually see their facial features.

Halfway through the show I got a nudge by Sarah. She told me that she had been watching Zac and he has been stareing at me the whole time. I looked at him real quick and caught is glance. He looked away real quick and continued doing what he had to do.

At the end of the show they all came up and grabbed at the eager hands wanting to just touch them. When Zac came around he grabbed my hand and there was a note. I looked at him confused and he just smiled and they went off stage.

I walked outside with my friend Sarah, I stoped and just looked at the note. Then looked at her.

“open it” she said

“ok” I opened up the note and it said meet me here at 11:30. Then I read it to her.

“ the hanson has a thing for you” she laughed and nudged me.

“Right.”

last night was a good night

2007-06-13T09:20:40Z

i hung out with my ex and we had a great night for once....he actually acted like he appreciated me when its been awhile since that has happened.....i mean hes a great guy and everything just ever since we broke up hes not been the same i guess its because we were not together but whatever......i love him still even though i really dont want to...hes a great person with such a good heart....he was always there for me when i needed him and vice versa... we went through so much shit when we were together and everytime managed to pull through the bullshit....i dont know if we will ever get back together but i like how he treated me last night i needed it.....people can be such ass holes.....the other night some girl i thought was my friend back stabbed be bad...she got her friend to im me to tell me that i was annoying her and she was too nice to tell me to my face....i find that fucked up.....its really elementary if you tell me...if you have something to say to my face....or im whatever u wanna call it....tell me...dont get a bitch of a friend to tell me.....funny thing is the girl is also 25 years old......thats incredible.......at 25 you should have the balls to tell someone if they are annoying them or what not......i mean im sorry for "annoying" the girl with the endless talk of zac hanson........when she did the same about ike hanson and also orlando bloom...complete bull shit......people are such dumb asses.......

this is for jayde..

2007-06-07T04:38:19Z

zac hanson..

2007-06-05T01:13:25Z

you are too damn sexy....gah i cant handle it anymore .....come on decmeber i wanna move so bad im so ready....pleaseeee

i dont know.....

2007-05-30T03:56:08Z

if i can wait till december for tulsa....i just wanna leave now, i dont want to wait i have nothing for me here anymore, nothing...and i actually got my dad to be ok with it.....lets go now!!!!

your just too beautiful tulsa....

this is really sexy...

2007-05-28T18:08:02Z

me and zac morphed together....we are fuckin sexy right?

Tulsa

2007-05-27T17:36:23Z

i miss you!

So this is me...

2007-05-27T05:22:18Z

Well im Meg and im 19...Im a huge hanson fan esp zac...zac is fucking the sexiest man alive......hahaha....im from harrisburg,pa but moving to tulsa,ok! Yea hanson lives there but its also very fuckin purdy i got to say.....i work at appalachain brewing company as a hostess...its a great job and theres many great people that work there... i went to tulsa,ok to see hanson not even a month ago...and i met now my 2 best friends kim and jayde! You guys fuckin rock! I dunno im just babbling but this is my first entry in my livejournal!!! holla!